Our FPIES Journey

It was an exciting Sunday at our house.  We were home from church and we were getting ready to give Josiah his first trial of baby cereal.  Everyone and their dog had told us that giving him baby cereal would help him to sleep better at night.  We welcomed anything that would help him sleep better at night.  He was consistently up every 30-45 minutes from the time we'd first welcomed him into our home and I was EXHAUSTED!
We mixed up 1 tablespoon of gerber baby rice cereal and his special formula.
He LOVED it!  Slurped it right off the spoon like a champ!
Then we laid him down for his nap and we rested too.
Two hours later, he vomited.
This wasn't just baby spit up.
This wasn't baby reflux, which we had plenty of experience with.
This was PROFUSE vomiting.
We freaked out and called the Dr.
The Dr said it was probably just a stomach bug.
Josiah continued to vomit.
We were terrified!
We called another dr friend that lives down the street.
He told us to give him pedialyte.
Josiah kept passing out in our arms after vomiting.
This all happened w/in a 30 minute time period.
We called Josiah's dr and told him we were rushing him to the ER.  He insisted we take him to Children's...so we did.  We sped like crazy.  It wasn't safe, but our baby, who is a yummy chocolate brown was yellow looking and pale and unresponsive.  Matt and I were crying and praying out loud in the car the whole way and yelling at cars.
We thought our baby was dying.

We ran into the ER, our daughters following close behind.
We filled them in w/ what happened.
They insisted we fill out paper work before treating him, but then the nurse paid closer
attention to Josiah and rushed us into a room w/out filling out the stupid paper work.

The attending physician wasn't nearly as concerned as the nurses and our little family.  He said it was just a stomach bug.  I looked at him and w/ fire in my eyes I declared it was NO STOMACH BUG!  I informed him that the rice cereal had done this to him.  He disagreed w/ me.
The nurses tried desperately to get an IV in him to give him fluids, but his veins had collapsed because he was so dehydrated.  They even turned the lights out and used a special blue light pressed against his hands and feet to see if they could find a good vein.  They couldn't.  Our little peanut had vomited to the bile and didn't have an ounce of hydration left in him & was in shock.
To make a long story short, we were there for hours and when Josiah had finally recovered, we were allowed to go home.  His records showed that he had a stomach bug.
Idiots.
Josiah's Dr saw us the next day and agreed w/ the Attending Dr that there wasn't any way it could have been the rice cereal.  He also said the stomach bug was going around.  I trusted my Dr.  He told us just to make sure, wait a month and then try the rice cereal again.
We did.  We waited 30 days to the day.
Josiah didn't want the rice cereal this time, which seemed odd to me because he loved it so much the previous time.  But I forced him to eat 2 itty bitty baby spoons of it.
And two hours later while I was taking a single mom friend grocery shopping, I get a frantic call from Matt freaking out that Josiah is vomiting profusely again and to hurry home because I have his car seat in my van. My heart stopped beating and I sped home.
I HAD been right.  It HAD been the cereal.  The Dr's were wrong.  I had been far too trusting.

The Lord gives moms 'gut instincts' for a reason - to keep their babies safe!  So off to the hospital we went again.  This time, to a very nearby ER rather than the 30 minute drive to Children's.  They didn't know what was wrong either.  My Mother-in-law was the one that found the correct term "FPIES" through googling info for us.  God bless her!
After we were released from the ER, we called the DR and filled him in.

(I will say that even though our Pediatrician had never heard of FPIES, he tried to find doctors to help us.  He even got us an appt w/ a Dr that had a 4 month waiting list, the very same week.)
And so we began going to the crazy Dr appointments, sometimes weekly.

You can learn about FPIES here.

It's a little different for everyone, but most mommies find out about it after introducing baby food and ending up in the ER 2 hours later with a baby that won't stop vomiting until there's nothing left to vomit.  I was told by our Allergist that FPIES is so rare that a lot of babies end up in ICU before they figure out what's wrong.

FPIES comes with other annoying issues... and mommies slowly start connecting the dots to why our babies don't sleep at night.  And why they spit up so much.  And then we find extremely helpful communities like this one to help us learn how to help our babies guts heal.  Most moms are NOT okay w/ just hearing a Dr say "Oh they will grow out of it between the ages of 3-5, hopefully."  Are you kidding me medical field?  Are you kidding me? So my baby is supposed to thrive on just tube feeding formula until then? *sigh*

And so that is what we thought...that our baby would just be sickly for 3-5 years.  And I sank into depression.  No one understood what we were going through.  People at church didn't understand why we wouldn't drop him off in the nursery or why we never let him down on the floor (because there could be crumbs and we could end up in the ER in 2 hours.)  My friends didn't understand why I couldn't go hang out (because I'm depressed and exhausted and just want to stay home).  And I didn't understand how the Lord would make me lose so much sleep and expect my life to thrive.

Several months later we learned about the GAPS diet. I also learned that some people have FPIES into their adult years until they heal their gut.  So we began our GAPS adventure.  I was TERRIFIED, yet hopeful.  I felt like the Lord had led us to this.  When we began in January of 2013, Josiah had 2 safe foods and an extremely expensive formula that I wasn't sure was completely safe for him. Now, in August 2013, he has about 15 safe foods.  He still cannot eat any grains and probably won't for another year or more.  But he is eating nourishing foods and thriving!  His diet requires a lot of cooking and expensive foods and lots of weird looks from people...but you know what, it doesn't matter!  He is thriving!

So thankful for the GAPS diet and for mommas who are journeying through the same things with me.  I don't know any of them in real life, so I'm thankful for the friends I've made thru online support groups & blogs.

We celebrated his "Gotcha Day" a month ago.  Our friends threw us a Gotcha Party.  And my precious friend Hayley made him a cake... I will post pictures soon.

And in a nutshell...this is our FPIES story.  I just hadn't had the energy to post until now.
If you made it this far, thank you.  :)

Thank You Jesus for keeping our baby alive in a most life threatening situation.  Thank You for gut instincts.  Thank You for guiding us to the GAPS diet.  Thank You for providing me with just enough energy every day to take care of my family.  I am forever indebted to You my precious Sustainer.

Bubba is 1! :)

Happy First Birthday to our sweet baby boy!!!

At 12 Months, you...

• have two bottom teeth that are super cute when you smile
• spin in circles while you're standing until you fall on your bottom giggling
• raise your hands in the air like you're praising Jesus
• walk backwards just to show off
• jumped on the trampoline w/ your sisters for the very first time...and LOVED it
• cried when we took you off the trampoline
• have learned how to vrooom a car all over the place
• think mama is the greatest thing since applesauce  :)
• cry when you're the center of attention in the living room and one of your "fans" aka sisters leaves the living room
• holler joyfully for da-da when you wake up, even though you know mama is the sleepy head in bed  :)
• have successfully been able to eat mashed chicken, carrots, cauliflower & sauerkraut mixed into tasty soups w/ broth on the GAPS diet over the last 2 weeks
• have been weaned off your Nutramigen AA formula!!!
• celebrated your First Birthday with da-da, mama, gabi, sara & emma

We love YOU!  You are the greatest little guy on the planet!  We are SO thankful to Jesus for blessing our lives with you.  You are THE BEST thing to ever happen to the Morrows!  Happy Birthday precious little one!  We love you to infinity & beyond!  

GAPS for FPIES?

Our baby was diagnosed with FPIES at 6 months of age.
I can't get into specifics until he's officially ours, but it was a NIGHTMARE to discover this.

We have several specialists working side by side with us to make sure we don't have any more nightmares like that.

In the midst of all this, I have found a wonderful online support group from other FPIES moms.  All like me, exhausted, worried, trusting the Lord and praying for healing for our babies.  And then one of them shared w/ us about something called GAPS diet.  And then other moms piped in saying they had heard about it and were thinking of trying it.

So I started doing tons of research on it.  It sounds like a miracle.
Here's the link w/ the most beneficial info in a language that is understandable  :).

If you were me, would you try it?
xoxo,
mary

Praise!

He did well on Nutramigen AA last night!  Thanks for the prayers friends!

Updates...

Bubba had his 9 Month Well Baby appointment this week.
He weighs 20 pounds and a few ounces.
He's 26 inches long.
He seems to be right on target w/ everything.
No shots this time.  Thank YOU Jesus!!!
Dr. Harvey rocks!  He visited w/ us for about 30 minutes and just caught up on
all our little adventures w/ DHS and FPIES. He is never in a hurry.  He makes time for all my mommy fears, reads up on weird stuff like fpies and sends us to great specialists.  We LOVE Dr Harvey!!!

We also had our in-home meeting with our Primary Case Worker yesterday.
It went super, duper smooth.  Can I get a fist pump?
So next Wednesday is the Criteria Staff Meeting which means the Primary Case Worker sits down with some VIP's and requests that the Morrows get to adopt Bubba!!!!!   :)

God's grace throughout all this just blows our minds away!

And in FPIES news, Bubba's body still only accepts bananas & apples.  He has failed our tries at fresh pears, fresh grapes & Gerber Bananas... We are still asking the Lord to simply heal our little guy but in the meantime, this mommy sits down every night for about 15 minutes pouring over as much fpies info as I can get my hands on.

Thank you for your continued prayers!

Answered prayer request

For those who were praying for us on Wednesday, thank YOU!  Our Primary Case Worker called us on Friday, after over a month of not responding to my emails & phone calls.
She is coming Wednesday, Oct 24 for an in-home meeting.
We are RELIEVED!!!
Please continue to pray for favor for our family.

Let the favor of the Lord our God be upon us, and establish the work of our hands upon us; yes, establish the work of our hands! Psalm 90:17

Also, it appears Bubba had an FPIES reaction to Gerber bananas.  At this point, we are just going to stick with FRESH FRUITS.  No more pre-made stuff.  It's just not worth it!
Thanks for those who are praying for the Lord's guidance as we journey through these unknown waters with our sweet baby boy.

Love,
The Morrows

Baby is 9 Months Old

Baby Boy turned 9 months a few days ago.  I can't believe how fast the time is passing by!

Baby boy, at nine months, you are...

• simply the love of our lives!
• crawling VERY fast, all over the place
• pulling to a standing position without any help
• creeping all around the living room on your perfect little feet
• able to stand in place without holding on
• thinking very hard about taking your first step
• still lovin' every single second of your precious life!
• the giggliest kid we have ever met in our lives
• extremely curious
• and loud 
• LOVE singing loudly
• good @ interrupting when daddy's reading
• so, so brave
• able to hold down bananas and apples (thank you Jesus!!!)
• flawless in our eyes
• dearly & fiercely loved by your morrow family!!!

Wordless Wednesday

FPIES {Food Protein-Induced Enterocolitis Syndrome}

It has been a rough few months.  Because little man is our foster baby, we can't talk publicly about exacts.  But I can tell you that he has something called FPIES which stands for Food Protein-Induced Enterocolitis Syndrome.  I want to raise this awareness for our family & friends, to help keep our baby safe.  If you'd like to be included in the email, please be sure to let me know!
Everyone else, click on HERE for info on what FPIES is and please be praying for our Baby.

Thanks so much,
The Morrows

7 Months & 8 Months

I'm behind on updating this blog.
Bubba turned 7 months last month.
Which means he turned 8 months this month.
Am I smart, or what?
He is now...

• crawling
• pulling to a standing position
• cruising around on 2 feet as long as he has something to hold onto
• saying "nanananana" almost as much as he says "dadadadadada"
• giggling just as much as before whenever something tickles his funny bone and trust me, it doesn't take much!
• continues to not sleep much
• but when he IS sleepy, he nuzzles himself close to my neck and rubs his face all into me like he's trying to remember my smell before he konks out.  And it is precious!
• he also likes to sing himself to sleep after he's done nuzzling.
• it makes us all smile really big
• he is a total church distraction...as in, once it's quiet, he thinks it's time to talk.
• either that or he thinks he's helping the pastor preach.  
• i don't know, but it's totally distracting in a really cute way
• i just smile and tip toe out of service every sunday with our bag of toys  :)
• i love him!
• he enjoys bath time more than ever before
• i end up almost as wet as him with all the splashing he does
• he's still a total chunky monkey
• we are wild about our chunky money!
• his case worker LOVES to come visit us and play with him
• we LOVE her  :)
• she loves him  :)
• there's a lota love!
• this kid is the BOMB DOT COM!!!
• we go see a specialist this Wednesday about some feeding issues he's having.
• we'd appreciate prayers
• and last, but certainly not least, we got to see his BFF's picture this week
• and we are all just rejoicing!!!

Your love, O LORD, reaches to the heavens, Your faithfulness to the skies. 

- Psalm 36:5